First few days in school..

ok ok.. so here’s the thing.. i am now a guaranteed senior! i manage to pass my maths repaper!! and it wasnt only a pass.. i got 59/100.. although i should’ve been 60 cause the teacher made an error while marking. i should’ve gotten a C! oh well… at least im promoted now.. but its going to be quite exhausting with all those remedial maths and econs classes.. and the suddenly overly enthusiastic MCS and guitar syf is going to take up a lot of my time too… Just gotta suck it up.

oh.. and i’ve seen my junior class. Not bad i guess.. all of them with their different uniforms… clique’s forming… oh and the prank that we did on the juniors turned out to be quite a success! haha! Never will i forget those faces..  And there are a couple of attractive people in there.. hmm…. this year should be interesting.

Retained maybe?

oh boy… this is crap…. cos i just realized something..

im trying to promote… side by side with ying, christian and deborah… whose like other grades are basically A’s and B’s… so may not have a hope for me… damn! hate it… i dun want to be retained! wait.. come to think of it.. i dun mind… but my mom would mind i guess… and the only factor that i dun want to be retained is because i’d have to go make frens with another new bunch of people whom i dun even noe!!! haiz…. oh and the shame of being branded a retainee… damn sucky idea….

Let’s jsut hope that they dun have a fixed number of ppl whom they would retain… cos i would hate the idea of retaining when someone who probably have like E,S,S,S getting promoted… the idea is quite… umm.. f*****… if u get what i mean…… i mean like come on! i missed it only by 2.4 marks!! if i get retained… dats it… i will just give up on this world… and maths…. u’d prolly end up seeing me through the windows of ur houses… begging for money on the cold, cold streets.. all alone… with only a cardboard beside me…. and if u do, will u lend a hand? or will u just pull the shutters?? dun answer me now… but await the time to come…. cos words means nothing… a mere medium to provide consolation and hope… all i ask is for u to stay…. with me…. as my friend

oh and to all those people who barely scrapped through the promos… good work… and may u enjoy the following year

OPEN HOUSE!

VJC’s OPEN HOUSE THIS SATURDAY!!!

gotta get ready my MCS posters/banners…. memorize lyrics for guitar ensemble performance…. hopefully my voice’s not cold on that day or i’ll be dead..haha! if i screw it up, I seriously don’t know where to hide my face. let’s hope all goes well…. Looking forward to it

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!

Kinda late but oh well…. exams are over!! YippEE!! Didn’t have time to write past few days… been rather busy.  Here’s why:

History: excellent! i forgot the definition of peresroika and glasnost… can’t remember which one is political and which one was an economic reform… And i dun think i answered the questions very well… cause i merely voMitted everything i know onto the 4 pieces of paper i wrote on…. kinda made a huge mess of everything! omg! i was actually counting on passing the subject…. oh well. An S pass is still a pass…. riGHT? So after history, went home to study mathematics…. qutie proud of myself…. started work at 12…. took a break at 6 started again at 9… ended at 12…. then went school early the next day to study with my friend Christian… who apparently studied less than me… or so he says… altogether adding up to like 16 hours of maths(including the previous time of 6 hours).

Mathematics: I guess it was okay… IF NOT FOR THE CURVE SKETCHING AND PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS!!! i did’nt have time to study those!! and i didn’t have time to finish my functions and my Mathematical induction.. to think i actually know how to do them! rather pissed with my time management, i was pacing myself to slowly… oh man. hopefully the other questions can get me some marks… or i’ll be really dead…. I mean my whole class MAY say that the paper was difficult… or they won’t do well and stuff… but in the end, they might suddenly end up with B’s and C’s… so to SOME extent… it gets quite tough to believe them… haha! Get wad i mean?

My POST-EXAMs activities: Straight away after maths… i hooray hooray already… Awaiting judgement.. but who cares!? ok.. maybe i do jsut a LITTLE bit…. but whatever! went to play soccer… fasting fasting still play soccer… quite stupid right?! Yes, it was fun… but after that.. legs hurting like dunno wad… lips dried up, turning white colour…. And my friend said that i was a bit high… due to the lack of carbohydrate… oh ho! then after that went home sleep…. went home to sleep… went home to sleep… wake up time to eat… haha. then next day… at a lost of what to do… can’t go out and do stuff… cos quite scared i get hungry or something.. lol! So nothing to do.. stay home play games….. until i cannot take it already… to the point where online games also get mundane…. which is quite stupid because this is actually the time period where i get to do whatever i want… yet i got nothing much to do…. studying and doing school work actually took up most of my time… and the thrill of skiving and doing any work was much more fulfilling…. now, its just dumb…. i need some lan or soccer!!

So umm… Anybody wanna play ball???

Literature Disaster

Today was lit… quite bad… although sparknotes proved to be rather useful… even though i spent like 1 hour reading it about Great gatsby and only 20 mins on Great Expectations… haha! The poems given was superb… love sylvia plath.. spent too much time on it… haha too engrossed i guess. Oh well, Gatbsy and Great Expectations was hard… wrote nonsense… one of my essays on Gatsby totally lacked focus… and examples. oh ho… “Expecting” to at least get a passing grade… hopefully… and hoping that Mr Harris don’t write anymore of his weird comments… which is rathre demoralizing if u take it seriously.. LOL! Tml history… haven’t studied anything… im so dead…. 2 more days… come on….. but then there’ll be the anxiety of having to wait for grades… the pessimistic thoughts would set in… making u feel like killing yourself… but like the oh-so-famous quote….

“If it doesn’t kill you, it’ll only make you stronger” said by the guy in “You got served”… hahaha

so yea…. if i live…. im gonna be so much smarter next time… lol

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

Kinda late but oh well…. exams are over!! YippEE!! Didn’t have time to write past few days… been rather busy.  Here’s why:

History: excellent! i forgot the definition of peresroika and glasnost… can’t remember which one is political and which one was an economic reform… And i dun think i answered the questions very well… cause i merely voMitted everything i know onto the 4 pieces of paper i wrote on…. kinda made a huge mess of everything! omg! i was actually counting on passing the subject…. oh well. An S pass is still a pass…. riGHT? So after history, went home to study mathematics…. qutie proud of myself…. started work at 12…. took a break at 6 started again at 9… ended at 12…. then went school early the next day to study with my friend Christian… who apparently studied less than me… or so he says… altogether adding up to like 16 hours of maths(including the previous time of 6 hours).

Mathematics: I guess it was okay… IF NOT FOR THE CURVE SKETCHING AND PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS!!! i did’nt have time to study those!! and i didn’t have time to finish my functions and my Mathematical induction.. to think i actually know how to do them! rather pissed with my time management, i was pacing myself to slowly… oh man. hopefully the other questions can get me some marks… or i’ll be really dead…. I mean my whole class MAY say that the paper was difficult… or they won’t do well and stuff… but in the end, they might suddenly end up with B’s and C’s… so to SOME extent… it gets quite tough to believe them… haha! Get wad i mean?

My POST-EXAMs activities: Straight away after maths… i hooray hooray already… Awaiting judgement.. but who cares!? ok.. maybe i do jsut a LITTLE bit…. but whatever! went to play soccer… fasting fasting still play soccer… quite stupid right?! Yes, it was fun… but after that.. legs hurting like dunno wad… lips dried up, turning white colour…. And my friend said that i was a bit high… due to the lack of carbohydrate… oh ho! then after that went home sleep…. went home to sleep… went home to sleep… wake up time to eat… haha. then next day… at a lost of what to do… can’t go out and do stuff… cos quite scared i get hungry or something.. lol! So nothing to do.. stay home play games….. until i cannot take it already… to the point where online games also get mundane…. i need some lan or soccer!!

So umm… Anybody wanna play ball???

Econs-at least an E

i think the paper was rather easy today… cause most of the stuff i studied came out…
but im still so scared…. don’t want to be too complacent and stuff.. cause sometimes… umm… s*** happens….. life’s unfair at times…. so yea… Since its done and over…
Tomorrow’s like Literature… and im sooooo dead for Great Expectations…. no expectations from me here… just hope to make it thru for now… an E again i hope… though im more confident of my econs…

Maths Halfway Done!

Woohoo! Happy with Myself today! A much more fulfilling… and productive day as compared to yesterday! Finished going through like 10 chapters of maths! haha! 6 hours of straight undistracted, undeterred and undisturbed studying! and on a rumbling tummy at that! Goodness gracious me! Can’t believe i actually did that! Haha! And i can actually remember how to do the problems after revising! Hell Yeah!

Now on my 3 hours worth of break… got to eat and all… phew! and bathe…. and pray for my exams tomorrow! haha! Religion as a bringer of Hope…

 At around 9… got to start again on my Economics! hopefully.. i’ll get a B… or a C at least… cos i really want to do well for this sub… Good Progress Award… haha! and also, considering the time Mrs Lim has put into trying to get my grades up.. and the effort i have put in after the mid years… not a lot but still significant.. hehe… it’s only fair that i get some good grades… i hope… oh and Thanks Mrs Lim… for not giving up on me.. yet….. hahahah!

Wasted day…

Holy crap!! didnt touch a single book today!! im so dead for the bloody exams… which shows you basically how singaporean kids are slaves of tests and exams… stupid meritocracy, how i wished thou doth not exist. Spend the whole day watching U-tube.. haha… oh well… retaining’s not such a bad idea if u think about it.. no wait… DON”T THINK about it… one more year of added wisdom… to further fortify what i already know… which is not much for now… haha. Gonna take more than a few days to understand a whole years worth of stuff… All i can do now is give all i got with God on my side… Hopefully he doesn’t take a off day or something… then i’ll be really dead.. =x

A day in school…

Woke up late… as usual, so was late to meet up with zach… supposed to meet at 10 a.m… end up meeting at 11.30… haha. When i reached school, tried to call zach… wondering why he wasnt picking up his phone… then realized i called the wrong number… just not my day is it?

but managed to get a couple of work done… feeling quite confident about Economics now… as long as i get promoted.. i’ll be  

“H-A-P-P-Y”

So now i have like 2 days to absorb 3 more subjects… oh boy…God help me.