Future Venture

A local indoor, air-conditioned, football cage maybe? hmm….

Retained maybe?

oh boy… this is crap…. cos i just realized something..

im trying to promote… side by side with ying, christian and deborah… whose like other grades are basically A’s and B’s… so may not have a hope for me… damn! hate it… i dun want to be retained! wait.. come to think of it.. i dun mind… but my mom would mind i guess… and the only factor that i dun want to be retained is because i’d have to go make frens with another new bunch of people whom i dun even noe!!! haiz…. oh and the shame of being branded a retainee… damn sucky idea….

Let’s jsut hope that they dun have a fixed number of ppl whom they would retain… cos i would hate the idea of retaining when someone who probably have like E,S,S,S getting promoted… the idea is quite… umm.. f*****… if u get what i mean…… i mean like come on! i missed it only by 2.4 marks!! if i get retained… dats it… i will just give up on this world… and maths…. u’d prolly end up seeing me through the windows of ur houses… begging for money on the cold, cold streets.. all alone… with only a cardboard beside me…. and if u do, will u lend a hand? or will u just pull the shutters?? dun answer me now… but await the time to come…. cos words means nothing… a mere medium to provide consolation and hope… all i ask is for u to stay…. with me…. as my friend

oh and to all those people who barely scrapped through the promos… good work… and may u enjoy the following year

DOTA- silencer

woohoo… played silencer the other day… quite good arh… cos basically just spammed my glaive.. haha! dun quite noe wad the other spells are for though.. but oh well… me, kang and scott almost lost at the start.. but it turned out alright! lost most of the center buildings and stuff… then they couldnt attack anymore.. haha… got guinsoo’s… linken’s sphere… aegis… heart and was on my way for a butterfly! but the game ended and we won!! haha! 2 hour match… qutie proud of myself… first time i didnt get thrashed or owned…. woohoo!!

You give me something

James Morrison You Give Me Something Lyrics

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I’ve gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I’ve never bought you flowers
I can’t work out what the mean,
I never thought that I’d love someone,
That was someone else’s dream.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
‘Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Windtalkers

WOW! windtalkers… quite a nice show… but so much frigging racist remarks against the red indians… tsk tsk!! but overall the concept was quite nice… although i still can’t figure out how come the people who actually stayed low got killed while Joe, who was standing up, didnt even get shot until the last last part…. either he can dodge bullets at lightning quick speed.. or he’s frigging lucky. Oh, and the japanese were portrayed as soldiers who just ran straight into bullets, and cant shoot for nuts! KAMIKAZI! And i also learn that some red indians look like japs…. so yea.. haha! but overall the show was nice… shows how each life is important in the war… even though you only think of them as numbers in textbooks now… each had dreams of their own… May all war victims rest in peace..

VJC open House

hehe…. a rather fun event i guess you could say… didnt do much there though… couldnt eat.. couldnt drink…. and i had to perform… boy, was i parched! anyways.. there were basically two venues for the performances… namely the concourse and the performance theatre. The one at the concourse was quite bad… had to sing 2 songs…. so we chose rivermaya’s you’ll be safe here and richie valens’ la bamba. The 1st song had a minor glitch… not well-done… whereas la bamba at least had a bit of rhythm and flow to the song… hehe….. mebbe that’s why i sang that nicer… who knows?

2nd performance at the PT…. not so sure but from the reviews i get.. .we were actually quite good! haha! again attempted the rivermaya song but this time with the song that we performed during our actual guitar ensemble concert, “close to heaven” by color me badd. more space to manouver myself… but did some weird stuff on stage.. haha… it would look alright if the band was like a real band.. but at that time it was just my members sitting on chairs playing guitar! haha! so i looked kinda stupid.. but oh well… and the 2nd song… was so afraid i wont be able to hit the falsetto due to my dry throat but it turned out alright i think… if some unknown guy/girl (especially hot girls) says u sound good… damn the feeling’s so awesome! haha!

Another Man

Sure, I am the one she turns to,

Sure, i listen to her problems,

yet who will listen to mine,

a close companion I’ve yet to find.

Yea,

I’m always there,

comforting, supporting, caring,

yet one does not see this? How can this be?

A heart of stone? nay, of diamonds perhaps

for the heart is still beautiful yet hard,

a hardened heart converged with overwhelming pride,

still i believed i had the upper hand,

or was it just me in denial?

unable to accept that this is the end?

OPEN HOUSE!

VJC’s OPEN HOUSE THIS SATURDAY!!!

gotta get ready my MCS posters/banners…. memorize lyrics for guitar ensemble performance…. hopefully my voice’s not cold on that day or i’ll be dead..haha! if i screw it up, I seriously don’t know where to hide my face. let’s hope all goes well…. Looking forward to it

Fix You-Coldplay

Had the sudden urge to listen to this song….. no idea why… haha.. but oh well… here’s the lyrics if u want:

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
If you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I…

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!

Kinda late but oh well…. exams are over!! YippEE!! Didn’t have time to write past few days… been rather busy.  Here’s why:

History: excellent! i forgot the definition of peresroika and glasnost… can’t remember which one is political and which one was an economic reform… And i dun think i answered the questions very well… cause i merely voMitted everything i know onto the 4 pieces of paper i wrote on…. kinda made a huge mess of everything! omg! i was actually counting on passing the subject…. oh well. An S pass is still a pass…. riGHT? So after history, went home to study mathematics…. qutie proud of myself…. started work at 12…. took a break at 6 started again at 9… ended at 12…. then went school early the next day to study with my friend Christian… who apparently studied less than me… or so he says… altogether adding up to like 16 hours of maths(including the previous time of 6 hours).

Mathematics: I guess it was okay… IF NOT FOR THE CURVE SKETCHING AND PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS!!! i did’nt have time to study those!! and i didn’t have time to finish my functions and my Mathematical induction.. to think i actually know how to do them! rather pissed with my time management, i was pacing myself to slowly… oh man. hopefully the other questions can get me some marks… or i’ll be really dead…. I mean my whole class MAY say that the paper was difficult… or they won’t do well and stuff… but in the end, they might suddenly end up with B’s and C’s… so to SOME extent… it gets quite tough to believe them… haha! Get wad i mean?

My POST-EXAMs activities: Straight away after maths… i hooray hooray already… Awaiting judgement.. but who cares!? ok.. maybe i do jsut a LITTLE bit…. but whatever! went to play soccer… fasting fasting still play soccer… quite stupid right?! Yes, it was fun… but after that.. legs hurting like dunno wad… lips dried up, turning white colour…. And my friend said that i was a bit high… due to the lack of carbohydrate… oh ho! then after that went home sleep…. went home to sleep… went home to sleep… wake up time to eat… haha. then next day… at a lost of what to do… can’t go out and do stuff… cos quite scared i get hungry or something.. lol! So nothing to do.. stay home play games….. until i cannot take it already… to the point where online games also get mundane…. which is quite stupid because this is actually the time period where i get to do whatever i want… yet i got nothing much to do…. studying and doing school work actually took up most of my time… and the thrill of skiving and doing any work was much more fulfilling…. now, its just dumb…. i need some lan or soccer!!

So umm… Anybody wanna play ball???